So Ready!!

Well, today was pretty decent day. This week went by really fast seeing that I will be off a whole week on vacation but, for some reason everything has been working my nerves. From the child to people period. Maybe it is time for me to have some time away from everything i deal with on a day to day bases.

All i really want to do on my vacation is drink, gamble, shop and have sex. I know that sounds a bit insane but, when your home and you have all the at home stuff to do you just don't feel like the whole getting all sexy and trying to get it when you know as soon as you get yourself all worked up a child is going to come knocking at the door!!

So just for next week, I plan on living by quote"WHAT HAPPENS IN VEGAS STAYS IN VEGAS" Well except for anything I buy or win!!! Wish me luck!

Too many lefts just to go right!

To start over again?? I know everyone has said these three words so many times in there life but, today I actually mean it. I went thru something this morning that really woke me up to the fact that things I do can also affect the people around me. Then I went to the gym and saw this young lady who is so determined to lose weight and every time I see her I say something good just to let her know she is on the right track. That to some maybe enough but, I really think I need to start doing a lot of things different in my life also. One, I going to start to appreciate the fact that I really do have a good guy and he is only looking out for my well being. Also, I need to start paying more attention to my child she is in a very fragile stage of life. You would think that after several things in life that I've went thru I would have made some major changes but, NO!!!

But, Starting tomorrow there will be a very clear change in who I am and what I do!! Life is a one time ride and you don't get any do overs. I want everyone I have touched in my life to remember me as someone that could really count on be it at work or in their personal life. Stop dwelling on what size pants you wear or what purse you don't own or will never be able to afford. Maybe god just doesn't have that in your life plan and maybe it's time for me to accept the fact that I don't need every cute shoe, or pair of jeans. I can be happy with what I have and that's life.

Love, Life and sales racks!!

Sickness be gone!!

It has been a beautiful Saturday here in Birmingham, Al. I couldn't enjoy it because I'm still sick in bed. I did however manager to go to the grocery store to pick up a few things . I have no idea about what I bought because I was honestly crazy sick out of my head. so I may have about 100.00 worth of things ins in my fridge that don't match!! I am so ready for my vacation. It's like everything I watch on TV is about Vegas.

Now, on to my life in friendship. I have a great friend who I love so very much but, she seriously gets on my nerves because she is convinced some one is always out to get her or something or that I'm always getting something better than her because " someone likes me more". I don't think it's the fact that people like me more I just feel like I'm a little more approachable than she is. I can say things to people and make a joke out of it but, she is always so serious about everything. I'm really and truly get sick of all her complaining. For example, when we went out of town she complained because the damn subway we went to didn't give her the same amount of lettuce as the one that she goes to at home. I was like really "shut the F(*k up".

Oh well, I just need to get away for everyone and everything for awhile. I'm trying to change a few things in my life and some people are continuing to screw it up or trying to make me feel crazy as hell. I have got to get some sane people in my life and stop listening to the craze's when the call with all of their crap. Let it go!!

Life, Love and Sales racks!!

Slipping but still no debit card use!!

I have been sick since I came back from my great girls weekend. I had a ton of fun and now I just dealing with the aftermath and it is not good times. Today was one on those days at work when you realize "damn you need my help" and I know that is kinda hard for some people to say or to admit especially when they know they were wrong in the beginning but, what can I say at least I know you that you know I was good at what I did.

Other than that today was a pretty good day at work. Came home watched a movie and then finally realized that I did need to go and get my medicine filled!! Poop!! OK I have to get to feel better because as we all know I'm going to Vegas in a week and I don't even know where to begin when it comes to packing. I usually throw a bunch of crap in a bag and then find myself buying more crap when I go out of town which is the main reason for going out of town right??

Well, this has taken a lot out of me just having to type this little entry. So, wish me tons of health!!

Life, love and sales racks!

Fourth day and no debit use!!

So, here we are another day and I haven't used my card!! It is really hard to do. Why would anyone want to get out of their car to go and pay for gas when I have this little sweet piece of everything in my pocket. With cash I feel that I'm on a constant "can I buy this and still have enough left over for anything"? At least with my friendly card I can swipe and go. I must say I'm really surprised that I've been able to go this long.

Well, the week is almost over and maybe I can stay far away from the sales rack!!! Wish me luck!

OK , let's face it we have all become so dependent on this little card we carry around with us for everything. It is called "DEBIT CARD". It's crazy to just be able to take a small piece of plastic out of your wallet and buy whatever you want or whatever you can afford(I'm more of the latter).

So, I'm trying to go for at least a week without using this evil spending device. Well, I it may be more than a week. I'm trying no to use it until I go on my vacation which is going to be hard because everywhere you no they are having a 100% off sale. OK, I maybe making that up a little but, there are some crazy sales because the seasons are changing and I like to buy winter things in the spring and summer in the winter but, since I lost some weight I have buy all new summer clothes:)

This weekend, I went Pensacola and to outlets. Went to Charlotte russe and got some great deals. dresses for four buck and shirts for like two dollars. I couldn't really shop like I wanted to because I was with friends. I have come to realize that I'm not one of those people who can have the whole girls group shopping experience. Why because women,sales and time get on my nerves. It's like I can't enjoy myself because everyone else is done and I still want to look around and they are ready to go. I pisses me off. I guess it was time because I do have to have money for the slots and the outlets in VEGAS!!!

Well, I'm on my third day of no debit card use so lets see how the rest of the time goes!!